What is it with people in the world today? Every time you look around, it’s something else. Economy, religion, war, liars, cheaters, etc. It’s almost like people have lost their ever loving minds. The shit that they peddle for the truth and entertainment is appalling. These pseudo-reality shows, inappropriate content for younger audiences, kids raising kids, the tube raising kids. For the life of me I don’t understand when, what seems like a total disconnect, actually happened. When did stuff get to this point? Who started to make some of this stuff that goes down acceptable?
People feeling like they entitled to stuff, myself included, saying shit like “I’m not everybody”. So who the f*** am I? Who the f*** are you? Are we that much different from one another? I mean I can understand why people don’t want to be associated with certain things, labeled or lumped into certain groups or categories. There are very negative stigmas that are out there and I wouldn’t want to be lumped into certain categories either, but honestly, am I any better than the next person? Am I that special that I should fit into my own category. I used to say that a lot, “Don’t compare me to them, I’m not everybody”. Then I realized, I am just like everybody else. I cry, I bleed, I hurt, I experience emotions (and my God, have I experienced a wide range of them over the past couple of weeks).
I’m just like you, I’m just like anybody else. I treat people as I want to be treated. Now some may say that lately I’ve been short, I’ve been mean. By no means am I trying to come across with any malice or malicious intent. I’m just trying to change the way I approach matters. Only saying what is necessary and nothing more. It’s much like the game last night where Peyton Manning and the Colts only had the ball for less than fifteen minutes of the game but they still won. They used their time efficiently, effectively moved the ball down the field, executed and capitalized on the moment.
That’s all I’m trying to do. I’m just trying to be more efficient and effective with how I use my time. I don’t want to waste my time or the time of anybody else. The other thing is I try to treat everybody with the same level of respect. I’m a very impartial cat, didn’t always be that way. I used to have my own biased opinions and approach about life. Once I started having different experiences and learning different things, it opened my mind up to a whole other range of possibilities and realities. It’s not just about me, it’s not just about you, it’s more about how we are able to live with each other rather than how we can continue to be divided.
These are just my thoughts, and as always, I may or not be right, or you may agree or disagree with what I say and how I think. I’m okay with that, I just want to be able to share my thoughts and speak honestly.
As always, I’ll still luv ya tomorrow…..